it is hard to feel bad when you are happy !!

i hear someone yelling "hey, c'mon!"
and the weathervane tells me where he is
while sitting here, crouched on top of a hill
i mutter "wouldn't it be great to fly?"
i wanna fly away, i wanna fly away and find the answer
i discover that my mistakes and frustrations have become wings

♥ guilty

god it's so strange
i'm sorry for falling out of touch with everyone
especially lauren and matt, i know you have been trying to contact me. i will contact you at some point.

family issues.

CELICA SNAKE KILLED BIG BUS

ty ty matt XDDDDD

god i am ill

♥ sick(also loved~)

and when the princess smiles, so does the traitor

holy shit hotel dusk and devilsummoner/guide came in today
also elijah found my games :)))))))

these arms will have no more weights.

god, give me more arms
give me more arms to hold everyone
god, give me more arms
give me more hands to hold everyone together
god, give me one strong arm
to reach, to pull, and to retrieve
please?

oh yeah i like having my games fucked up a lot, lmao

UNFORGIVABLE.
(he didn't really know 'bout dro)

fuck you research paper
i own you hard

i have so much to look forward to every day now ♥
thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you
saa~~

♥ accomplished

today i ripped out another page. i'll keep ripping out pages, pages, pages
pages take other pages.
they aren't all bound tight.
i'll be happy if i just have one picture left. just one, just one.
one of two, two.
cover, two, cover.
cover-to-cover
life is a sketchbook?

how did i cast everything away? ..
will i do this again? ..
i never want to cast you away.
i never want to cast you away either.
or you, or you, or you.
i didn't want to cast her away. god, i cried to cast her away.
i should get a better sketchbook. i should fix the bindings.
or maybe .. i should draw new pictures?

i will miss that page for a while, and that page will hurt,
that page will cry, that page will curse me, that page will deserve
and i will not, but i have cast it out. i can do my best to work around the lonely page, i can make new drawings and i can cast them out so the lonely page will be less lonely.
i will make new drawings with your hand on mine.

lonely new pages in a business man's dream,
stay
stay
stay.
we can't be lonely together. ♥

♥ perfect ♫ pulp fiction

♥

♥ overwhelmed

you are calling it close
let your beauty unfold
how i like the skin stretch over your bones
spring keeps you forever close
you are second-hand smoke
you are so fragile and thin, standing trial to your sins
holding on to yourself the best you can

tommorrow
tommorrow
tommorrow

♥
also, roleplaying house, now. doing a decent job.
http://dr-yousuck.livejournal.com/

♥ excited

god, why don't i feel good?
and of course i have a terrible forboding feeling
that tommorrow will be very stressful. going to
try decently hard to calm down. i have nothing to
be stressed about, do i? horrible feelings of inferiority.

♥ weird

the sheets on my bed are all pulled up disheveled .. what was i dreaming of last night?

♥ curious ♫ busier, dizzier, 'til they go back home to somewhere

dear god.

♥ appalled

What is reality...?
Reality is just a series of events and players acting out what you believe is real.
When we accept that fact, then our world becomes "reality."

persona2 get
:D!!

♥ excited